If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You wouldn't me out anyways would you?
Rather lose love than to move on never knowing what it like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me down that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, Black you cold. Every problem that you had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. sink, cant breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to your friend, get another man for a then repeat. Queen, you deserve the but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, I'ma do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could all these tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I dont know how to on, Where i wrong, I i could live with no fear, So and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She have a problem with, with, fuck a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who run, but you run away from me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She can't see in me, i see in her. This pain she inherit be reversed. I even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I aint't that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you the label but, you been hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing that I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. What I do is I channel my aggression with no or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping the material possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can you out of this frame of mind. such a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience you gone shine anyways. And everyday that goes by is a more lines in her diary. The day is better than the present, so anyone presented in her endures these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I share all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I know how to move on, I went wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......