Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But you place the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both We're in the same fucking boat, think that it'd make us close (nope) away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message I'll always love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming home Well no matter what the And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My will carry me know that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life