Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But you place the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on we took this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But I don't hate you 'cause ma! still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) Further away that drove us, but headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's when I realized you sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the fuck my dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas ever moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming tonight no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye cruel Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life