Just starin' at these four walls In on me, feelin' time's frozen Fadin' in and out, and dozin' Guilt tearin' up my brain erosion
I did to you was wrong, I admit it I regret that I did it a junkie when he's jonzin' All alone in used to be a home But you packed up our joy in that bag you put clothes in
The mail that you left me was scoldin' Hot enough to a hole in a cauldron it was all true, that's why we all through Now your girl's up the cell when I call you
Talkin' slick like she here She want you no more, punk disappear, click I to hit her with a brick But that'll only me to a worse predicament
I hope your girlfriend ain't got you on a binge With her bitter attitude just 'cause sick of men But keep on callin', fightin' 'til the end On my knees they bleed, to prove my love again
I sit in front of yo' crib in the rain Whylin' out screamin' yo' And keepin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell And call the po'-po', I afraid (Yeah, yeah)
You can get yo' and yo' cousins and them And try to run me off yo' But I ain't scared, I goin' nowhere And I ain't stoppin' 'til I gotcha to show you I shawty
I you at the movies with some tall cat So I bust his with a ball bat When I was with you he would give me dap and all Now you in his in the mall, what you call that?
what I get for creepin' and crawlin' Every other weekend gone the mornin' Sneakin' out to my dirt, dead Comin' back dawn with the guilty mask on
And I never the cost, took heed to warnings Try to hurt a you get pricked by a thorn And it don't nice, when you wake up nights Shakin' in cold sweats and whole life's a wreck
was the old me, the one I still regret The one you couldn't respect, the one you should But I'ma keep on callin', 'til the end On my knees they bleed, to prove my love again
I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' out screamin' yo' name And keepin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell And call the po'-po', I afraid (Yeah, yeah)
You can get yo' and yo' cousins and them And try to run me off yo' But I ain't scared, I ain't nowhere And I ain't stoppin' 'til I gotcha to show you I shawty To you I changed shawty
I really did change (I'm tellin' you changed) I wanna show you I changed (I love you)
I don't care if the cops got me SWAT teams whatever, 'em to send the hounds in My mind's in an altered Like I'm headed for a wall, top speed, off the brake
I a fool of myself, girl whatever it takes I already played the fool I let you escape You're as, good as it gets, friendship your sex Everything you and yours connects
From your, beautiful smile to the scent of skin The sheets smell different, is not livin' It feels dyin', and God knows I'm tryin' no sight sadder than a grown man cryin'
Please find it in your heart to me Realize only God can me We all mistakes, so have you If God show mercy on me, you should too
I sit in front of yo' crib in the rain Whylin' out yo' name And ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell And call the po'-po', I afraid (Yeah, yeah)
You can get yo' folks and yo' and them And try to run me off yo' But I ain't scared, I ain't goin' And I ain't stoppin' 'til I gotcha to you I changed shawty To show you I changed
I did change shawty (I'm tellin' you changed) I wanna show you I changed (I love you) Oww (I'm tellin' you changed)