I've never tasted tears like before And they are the saddest I have known Their cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon earth as I have been 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to a line His hook would hit the ice and in two But someone blew a and with his breath Unfroze what a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and from the I that I was bound to let him in But while I smile I because I know That ends so that this can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years have I hidden in my heart The name of one who never had more But whom I about and set apart other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I he did not feel If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in this for all time I care he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about night When torment torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, in pain's delight To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I dared to call it For this was the only I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my I never was alone And being thus in love, though a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in holy place Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain When of my will I up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something dies me as I sweep As something new is born in tear Past years of memories I long to A future that I both long for and There was no question when it came This shooting star, fire and gentleness Who gave me time to make my choice But made my his own with each caress For once and once I did not think Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something to say the word aloud For once I had, I a shadow fade Which me had hung for all these years And no loss in all the world could match The of someone passing with my tears I known 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in this mist of my So of me my muse had thus become That in my no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or strains of music in the beams Until my soul was to the view No man enter, except in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know full what I am meant to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited years to hear my Once spoken as it have always been Id wait there still but someone appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my I'd ever said hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet I do the pain is always sweet For only can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like before And yes, they are the saddest I known