I've never tasted tears like before And though they are the I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have been now A truly twist of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and thought it Too late for any to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But blew a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An angel now is mine and the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I I weep because I know That something ends so that this can God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote about and set From men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But did I think on what I'd lose If my affections were replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For while I pledged my to him in song The same for me I he did not feel If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in fashion for all time I didn't care he couldn't for me As long as I could own him in each And have someone to about each night When torment torment wracked my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To my pages was my only goal Until the day I dared to call it For this was the only I had known And somehow I could the rest away For in my mind I never was And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in holy place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my will I opened up the And swept the space where I swore hed And dies within me as I sweep As something new is born in tear years of memories I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no question when it This shooting star, both and gentleness Who gave me time to make my choice But made my will his own with each For and only once I did not think I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to the part And something else to say the aloud For once I had, I felt a shadow over me had hung for all these years And no loss in all the world could match The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was Enveloped in mist of my design So much of me my had thus become That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or carried of music in the beams Until my was open to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know full well what I am to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited years to my name Once as it should have always been Id wait there but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd ever hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I would never mend The that shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but never Id meet And now I don't back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For only can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, are the saddest I have known