My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin' Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess I'm a call her? I'm a her Bonnie I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan is Stan
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert You didn't have to, but you coulda signed an for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, For four and you just said, "No." pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein' to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would back See I'm like you in a way I never my father neither He used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs So when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose yours, Stan, P.S. we should be together too
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Or Write My Fans" This will be the last package I send your ass It's been six months and no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of You dare me to You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy And all I was a lousy letter or a call I you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't without me See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the But I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to this shit out?
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that And an autograph for your brother I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I of missed you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit will make me not want us to meet each I really think you and your girlfriend each other Or maybe you just need to her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid And in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!