My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin' Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a her? I'm a name her I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your fan is Stan
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put picture on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert You didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six old We waited in the blistering for you, For four and you just said, "No." That's shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein' to when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back See I'm like you in a way I never my father neither He to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we be together too
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Or Write My Fans" will be the last package I ever send your ass It's six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of You me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved that other guy from But didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy And all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all of your off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk But I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put your picture on my It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that And an autograph for your brother I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you? You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling To help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit will me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend each other Or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine If you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan Why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!