My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you BREATHE without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your need each other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen this one shit on the news a couple ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!