My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I sent two letters back in autumn, you must got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess what call her? name her Bonnie I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you you would write back - see I'm just you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever your ass It's been six and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling to help your ass bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!