My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever your ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't it? I know you got my two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each I think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!