My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd full volume with beat right after "thunder"
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a room full of posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he him? kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter and here's an for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be just fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!