(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found down over dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and have a steak. And think that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that little that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I missed the and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I it just not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in shoes? Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one good sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They said they me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)