(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found down over dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp cool pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of man I got half a mind, to another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even like im high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules cool if it's helping you to get through. twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the door and wake up in an ambulance They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)