(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp cool pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a prescription drug called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up having eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck last night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if it's you to get through. twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in shoes? Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape cases with your CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and up in an ambulance They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)