(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil I salivate. Start off the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that behind that little line? With that of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the at all Wow what the happened last night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a why cant I? systems ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, get high until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said they me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)