Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)