Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)