Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)