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I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)