Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off with your
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)