Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)